Well, i waited for this A' Level exams for 3 years already. Last year, i will be bluffing my way through the paper. Maybe, i don't know. I got no confidence of myself at all last year. Well, the exams has not gone as smooth sailing as i would expect. Even though honestly, i feel the paper aren't hard at all. Really.
But i am prepared for a disappointment. Maybe not. I really really want a good enough grade to enter to a good enough University. But i guess, i just screwed some things up in one or two parts of the paper. Which i don't wish to talk about. Because once i leave the hall and reflect, i know how to do the questions! And i did it wrongly. The guilt, 3 years, wasted youth, and it's not at all happy route to take. Hey, i began to really regret, why hadn't i choose a Polytechnic instead? I would be far far better off. It's no use regretting. I just hope for the best.
Words of consolation: worst come to worse, i restart my life in a new place, where no one knows my past. No one will know i was a repeat student who still cannot do well, despite the extra years.
But still, i can't forgive myself if i do poorly. Never...
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