Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Re-Introduction

Hi my name is Julius...

I started this week in a new class. 09S11. Yes, i don't have to take prelims anymore for this year, but there is still promotional exams to care of. Which is roughly 2 weeks away.

Sunday night i did toss and turn round on the bed, excited, yet worried how will people's eyes will be on me. From what i heard, S11 is not a really good class, so i am in fact worried. Fret not, i know it's kind of difficult to re form a social circle in a new environment, i have 2 guys i know, who share the same boat as i do. Neither are they quite distant to me, and neither that i know them well...

Lucky thing S10 is not having class or morning paper. I wonder what is people thinking.

The class is quite talkative in class, and i am really afraid that they are really slackers, but i was proven wrong. In fact i see potential in them, or maybe it's just the beginning. Didn't make much friends yet, only through some acquaintances. I still really cannot make out their faces yet.

Their arsenal of teachers may not on the overall look quite promising compared to those i had in 08S10. Not that bad either, it's really up to me to rake up some flame in my work now, furthermore it's only two days since i attend classes.

Honestly, i haven't have the chance to thank my class yet. For their support in my time as a class manager, even though come to think about it, i could be better, and most importantly, my teachers. To the ever so patient Ms Alice Seah, willing Mdm Goh, the powerful Ms Valerie Tng, Ms Wong who trusts me, and my great physics teacher Mr Andy Lee.

I left without a word. Abruptly. I'm sorry... If i have the chance to, i will give my thanks, moreover, all of them have left a mark in my life.

I shan't blog much about the struggle that I'm facing, there's a couple nowadays. I don't think many are in support of this 'Avolution', and what's there to blog about having a relationship that is denied by my family. It's all part of all teenage couple right? We're still going strong now. Yet, something else is diminishing. I am looking for a new way to balance this two sides of my life.

Anyway, Gunners lose again. Shit. Gunned down by former Gunner. Honestly, my faith in them are losing. Despite the arrival of the mighty Arshavin, and full back Thomas, still with the wonderkid Cesc managing the traffic flow. They need to show that they can produce results. Anyway, i am not bothered by these lately, i just want to immerse myself to improve my condition first.

Lags behind in Integration, and i need to fix my concepts on some econs stuff. I'll still try to emerge one of the top few in class, that's my short term goal.

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